Despair power

long days go by, you still are in the same shoes nothing ever changes, you want to change but you can't you keep finding ways to make things better but nothing will work, it's so hard, you just wish life would end and everything would  be over so the next morning you wake its so horrible you wish that you died in your sleep because you didn't want to see the light of a new day, you just wanted it all to end, nothing in life excites you, fun things become boring you see no purpose in living, but your too afraid and don't have the guts to kill yourself because you think that will just make things worse and probably sadden your family, so everyday day by your despair and sadness become stronger and stronger until later on up you realize your gaining a new power, people would not come near you anymore because they feel a certain unexplained fear from you,

that is the negative power and energy of despair. You are Yakusha! and you hold the power of despair, in the story "The broke bindst bandits" Yakusha and klein are two best friends who are homeless, and sometimes shelter in an abandoned houses through the story they both join gangs, Klein gets special powers from a strange bone-sword that he finds on his way home after wondering off, Yakusha is miserable and in despair most of the time and has no desire for anything in life, except to perish, after years of sadness and despair he develops and gains a new power, the power of despair, with his new power he can blind people, put them under hypnosis kill them by putting them in the despair circle (a dark smoke circle that kills whoever is inside it)

More on this later.