heart pain

Dark valley round way, that evil feeling that is like a curse, of fear lifelessness and no hope, like a haunting that never goes away, you wish you could be another way, but everything always turns out  the wrong way, so you almost can't do the right thing, because every time you try your plans become screwed up and your self esteem becomes lower, you wonder if the stress will drive you to insanity, not being able to find a purpose in life, and fearing the end result of the afterlife because of your actions, you live in misery, if you only could find a place where you belong on this earth,  because of the people who you love, you can't get over what you can't do for them, every few days you have chest pain because of the stress, you there was a way to end it, everyday you wish your life would just change completely for the better,  because you have trouble asking that makes things even harder, not even that is all that makes you, it is also the stupid fear of doing things that need to be done, you don't have many things to do for fun, and of course not much money, can you ever be saved?.

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